Chasing Ghosts | BILLY Footwear

There was a moment recently that was so special for me. Topline, our sourcing partner that manufactures our shoes, came to our warehouse for an afternoon meeting. The purpose of the gathering was to go over the new product we are bringing in this year. While the meeting was underway, I took pause and listened to all that was happening around me.

At the table was a constructive product-development conversation with Topline and members of our team ... In the adjacent room were sounds of a keyboard clacking away with customer service ... In another room was a consultant from OptiProERP helping us on-board our business management system to SAP Business One ... In the distance, I heard the sounds of packing-tape for packages heading out the door ...

Everyone was doing exactly what they needed to do. And it was not just a doing-your-job kind of thing—it was seeing and hearing everyone owning and enjoying what they do in the spirit of adding value to the customer. The moment was so perfect. And the moment started to choke me up. 

I could not help but think of a much different moment that occurred over 23-years ago. It was the moment where I found myself paralyzed after a three-story headfirst fall. With that forever life-changing event, while emotions were still raw, it felt like my life was over. “How could I possibly live the rest of my days in a wheelchair?” was the poisonous question I would ask myself. I fought the what-if and why-me ghosts—basically polluting my brain with memories that focused my attention on what I had lost and would never regain. I was on a path of psychological destruction and mentally in a very dark place. But somewhere along the line my thought process changed. It shifted. I switched to focusing on what I still had, what I could still do, and embracing the fact that I was still alive. I was able to let go. The ghosts of the past became easier to manage. And with determination, I was able to move forward. 

My life would never be what it is today without the incredible people who encouraged and supported me then, and who have continued to do so through the years. It has been a journey for sure—an arduous journey filled with highs and lows, successes and failures. But through the grind emerged the blessings. There have been so many, like how BILLY Footwear serendipitously came to pass. 

I have so much gratitude for the BILLY Team, our amazing partners, and the incredible customers we serve. Thank you all for being a part of this wonderful and meaningful adventure. There are so many wonderful things coming. And it is only going to keep getting better.

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Now with the start of a new year, it is the perfect time to reflect on all that occurred the year prior. So much excitement. So many breakthroughs. So much accomplished. Below is a quick snapshot of the shiny nuggets. Enjoy!

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Okay, enough of 2019, buckle your seat-belt for 2020! I may not be chasing the ghosts of my past anymore, but our brand will be chasing ghosts in the very near future. Get this: Our red high tops are on the main character in the upcoming Ghostbusters: Afterlife film, which launches this Summer! I truly wish I had the words to adequately express our deepest thanks for this momentous opportunity. Every time I watch the preview, I still have to pick my jaw up off the floor. It is simply incredible. We sincerely thank the movie’s costume department for seeking us out. It means so, so much.

 

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11 comments

I would like to know, if when you make adult sizes could you make them in extra-wide for people, like me, who have very swollen feet. I find it almost impossible to find comfortable shoes or boots.

Kerry Wall

Our family was just thrilled when we found Billy shoes!! Our son wears bilateral AFO’s and it is almost impossible to find shoes wide enough to fit properly. Thank you from the bottom of our hearts for not only making shoes that fit- but also look fantastic!! So far, he has 2 pairs of high tops, 2 regular shoes and a pair of boots!! Just ordered warm winter boots as well. In our house you are a HERO!! Thank you Billy and your wonderful team for designing a shoe for EVERYONE!! God Bless and keep up the great work!! YOU ALL ROCK!!
Sincerely, The Bathori Family-Bill, Krista and Nicholas( NickyB., 10 yrs old-Sturge-Weber Syndrome) ❤️

Krista Bathori

Thanks, Billy for sending out blogs again!
I really enjoy hearing your thoughts and news! So excited to see Ghostbusters wearing Billy Shoes:)

Sandra Robins

Would like to know when you are going to start making your kids extra wide I have bought one pair had to buy 2 sizes up so they are very long Not quite wide enough for afos in the regular size

Jean Bundy

Thank you so much for sharing your very personal thoughts and feelings. The personal side of Billy Footwear and the quality of the shoes and easiness for children who wear AFO’s is why I LOVE your company. In fact, in a couple of days (waiting on funds) I will be ordering 2 more pair of shoes. I still would love for you to seriously think about slippers. They just don’t make a good pair of slippers that stay on AFO’s.

Heather Keur

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